I've Come to Realize

I've come to realize that people always change...around here that just means that you get fat, you get pregnant, or both.

I've come to realize that everyone has his or her own way of dealing with life's obstacles. Sometimes I disagree with chosen means of dealing, but I will never hold that against any of you if it works in your favor.

I've come to realize that after almost three years of silence, your voice sounds just the same as I remember it all the way back in middle school when we watch cartoons over the phone with one another...eating cereal out of large mixing bowls with ladles.

I've come to realize that I have, in fact, had the same haircut for almost 7 years now.

I've come to realize that some people you will never ever EVER get along with and life will go on.

I've come to realize that everyone on this planet is crazy in some way, shape, or form.

I've come to realize that I will always fight to stay in school even though they told me that if I work hard it won't be a problem.

I've come to realize that everyone lies.

I've come to realize that even though my relationship with my family isn't very strong, it makes me a strong person anyway.

I've come to realize that majority of women these days are completely stupid and naive if they think for even a second that condoms only block STDs and that pregnancy is very real and happens to 99% of everyone in this God forsaken part of the state.

I've come to realize that people talk to me because I actually listen to them even if I don't want to.

I've come to realize that I think more when it's 4am

I've come to realize that I still miss my grandmother and I'm breaking from this blog to write a blog about her

I've come to realize that I cry the most them I am angry rather than sad

I've come to realize that I have no secrets

I've come to realize the intensity of awkward I am capable of creating.

I've come to realize that I will always be fat

I've come to realize that I don't give a damn

I've come to realize that I curse way too much

I've come to realize that it's going to be a rough time trying to get me to love anyone anytime soon. Period.

I've come to realize that I am not perfect and that I embrace my flaws.

I've come to realize that I honestly do, without a doubt, have a lot to be proud of and that no one can ever take that away from me.