One of THOSE Days...

Do you ever just get those days where you couldn't give a flying fuck about anything? A day where you realize that you're working way too hard to keep people around or worry yourself over work too much or staying in touch with that one friend that never bothers to call?

I'm having a I don't give a fuck week.

It's because I haven't slept a full night in two and a half years, I continuously worry about how the fuck I'm going to stay in school because of money, I have a shit ass job that pays shit ass wage, I've been single without a single date or fling for almost three years, my eyesight is getting worse, I'm really fucking awkward, I care too much and I just wish I could impress everyone, I see my friends once in a damn blue moon, I'll never travel because I'm poor and busy, my room is a disaster and I'm too damn lazy to clean, I have to move to fucking Virginia away from everything and people I know, I hate myself for complaining, I can't sleep at night because I'm always worried about something, my best friend and I are growing distant and it really sucks, and I'm fat and unmotivated to try and lose weight.

...and you know what? I don't give a fuck. I'm so fed up that fed up is going out of style...and I probably have no reason to be, I just let shit build up until it bugs me so bad that I have to rage.

And I know I'll get annoyed when I post this to Facebook because everyone will comment on the damn link and not the blog itself...even though you have to physically click the thrice damned link to read the twice damned blog and the comment box is right the fuck below it, you all choose to go BACK to Facebook and comment on the link.

I don't know what that bothers me. It just does. I'm not calling anyone out, don't get all dramatic and post "anonymous" posts about me because you hate yourself, that's the job of my stalker and we all know that the stalker is seasonal, and by seasonal I mean whenever Stalker McGee gets bored with life and wants something to fuck up...like my life, for instance.

I don't give a fuck. Fuckit, I'm salty as salty gets. I'm going to bed.