What Am I Afraid Of?

Ever had one of those dreams that you feel so great during, but wake up wanting to run screaming?

I know it sounds like a lot of bullshit, but I can't seem to shake the fear I'm feeling from a dream I had last night. I only remember parts - I remember sitting in a movie theater and I remember being with a guy. Who was he? Jesus Christ, who the hell was he? He was just there. He was with me - I'm in the state of mind he and I were a couple in this dream.

I'm not afraid of a relationship. I'm not afraid of being someone's girl. I fear being the wrong person's girl. It's like the guy was a mixture of every guy I'm attracted to (you would think that would make for an awesome dream, no?).

Waking up from that dream I just wanted to cry. Something was wrong. I don't understand. I know I sound bizarre right about now, but you had to see what I saw. Feel what I felt.

I feel like I'm afraid of something or that I'm paranoid...but what is it?